When you say you want the truth, do you think your mind is big enough to understand what you say you want to hear? Many people have tried to lift the curtain but when the first ray of light and knowledge comes through, it disrupts their life so much. This is why we, the Masters, can only give you a little knowledge at the time and you get it in riddles to help you to extend your brain power. Even your dreams only tell you a little bit of truth if you stop to think.
A hologram is a three-dimensional image of things or persons on a photographic plate made with a laser, which is very powerful light concentrated into one beam. This lifetime and the way you live it, was designed by you when you lived in this far away place. When you think you are suffering, it is that you are trying to teach others a lesson, as when you try to tell others about this kind of theory they will not believe you because their minds would not be comfortable. Every lesson in life depends, not on the strength of your body, but of your spirit. When you feel pain it is your body that is suffering and without feeling pain there would be no reason to find a cure.
Man is making machines to do everything but only Our Father, Lord God, can put our spirits so that we can feel. He is always our support, as when you were a child you had to dare to do anything, always knowing that your Mother or Father was there to catch you if you fell. Life on this world in only like a dream which is sometimes a nightmare, but those that believe and trust will know that to find peace and tranquillity you will need to meditate and seek your own comfort in your higher self.
When you say you have an out of body experience, this is when you are trying to look back in memory at another lifetime when you walked this Earth. The main connection is God the Father, and the spirit can find inspiration to do great things to benefit mankind. You must always remember you are an individual with a free mind and whatever you are told, you will put your own meaning into it. These facts are only part of the truth.
The most important thing is how you feel the truth, for it is beyond understanding of the mind you wear on this Earth.